Decaying Hobby.

the decaying started slow

started with the  cold sweats and shakes

then blackened lungs followed.

heart problems to body aches

my heart was full but now is  hollow

only a few people i hold dear

and my family tried to heal me for years

but nothing changes to quick,

but if i continue to have these seizures in my sleep

i dont think i can last another week.

im happy in the mind but everyone sees the pain ive lived

this is the truth about me and i dont give a shit what you think.